Holy Spirits Lyrics

In general I be at war with myself in a major way

I try to keep it private but I've already stained the page

When this ink fades to grey

I'm hopin' that I'm chillin' and I've finally paved my way

I lay awake thinkin' about how I can upgrade my trade

I gotta get paid some day

Man I don't give a fuck about superstardom

I just wanna make enough to not work at the supermarket

Not a place for someone who's an artist

Things I do regardless

To make a dollar to invest into this dream, tryna move the smartest

Imma shoot the target

I've been puttin' in the labour I'm still waitin' for the fruit to blossom

Just some food for thought it's

Instantaneous that after all that labour I just blaze a spliff

Kickin' back and rollin' up the pain and then exhalin' it

Take a hit and take a sip my mind is feelin' wavy shit

I'm sailin' it, out here on the water everyday ya dig

Every hour I'm not workin' I'm gettin' fucked up

Try to tell me it's not healthy shut the fuck up

Not 'bout progression then our ties will soon be undone

You'll be trippin' on your laces I'll just puff puff

Alcoholic tendencies turnin' wine to water

Sometimes it's wholly spirits sometimes it's others

Don't pray the lord to save me to recover I don't wanna

Imma just keep drinkin' booze and smokin' marijuana

Already broke, can't afford to take a break or hit the brakes

Switchin' lanes, tryna get myself out to a different place

I lift a j, light it, smoke it now I got a missin' face

I drift away, woke up and decided that I'll live today

Alcoholic tendencies turnin' wine to water

Sometimes it's wholly spirits sometimes it's others

Don't pray the lord to save me to recover I don't wanna

Imma just keep drinkin' booze and smokin' marijuana

They say this shit's for recreation and it's not my medication

Why I do it everyday then? Need it just like respiration

It's entertainin' that they haven't changed the legislation

They out here thinkin' that I'm gonna be a mental patient

Shit, they probably right

Dark rings around my eyes 'cause sleep can put up a fight

Pick up the spliff and light it then I kiss it goodnight

Barely slippin' into dreams of the good life

Yeah