Why Not Me? Lyrics

I've seen glimpses and flashes, but what if I fail?

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven but I'm going through hell

Why me? Na why not me?

The light is kind of blinding but it's showing me

I've seen glimpses and flashes, but what if I fail?

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven but I'm going through hell

Why me? Na why not me?

The light is kind of blinding but it's showing me

It's illuminated, I once was blind but now I see

So I'll demonstrate it, if I succeed what will I be?

What will I become? What have I done?

I haven't even done it yet

I've been having fun, the flames are hot, but I don't break a sweat

I think on my younger years, and my childish fears

My feet have left the ground, I'm leaving the stratosphere

Yeah the kid is out of here

I see it now, I have a place amongst the stars

And I need it now, I haven't come this far to come this far

I can outwork them all, but this work ain't all I know

I've done a bid and 6 tours, what's an another to go?

From Reddick, to the South side, to Iraq and back

Never surrender, never have, yes I'm on the attack

At first it was a burden, yeah the calling and the purpose

But if not me, who else? That's what I'm learning

I've consulted with the Son, I have permission from the moon

This ain't nothing special, just what I was born to do

I've seen glimpses and flashes, but what if I fail?

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven but I'm going through hell

Why me? Na why not me?

The light is kind of blinding but it's showing me

I've seen glimpses and flashes, but what if I fail?

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven but I'm going through hell

Why me? Na why not me?

The light is kind of blinding but it's showing me

I've seen glimpses and flashes, but what if I fail?

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven but I'm going through hell

Why me? Na why not me?

The light is kind of blinding but it's showing me

I've seen glimpses and flashes, but what if I fail?

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven but I'm going through hell

Why me? Na why not me?

The light is kind of blinding but it's showing me

I've seen my fate, I've seen that day, I'm never early, but not late

It's progress not perfection so nothing's by mistake

I idolized dope dealers, while they fell to bullets and crack

Now I'm a hope dealer, the irony is that I'm supplying it back

And Zebley, They want another hit, they need another fix

Well I'm giving it out for free, it's pure and it's legit

I've heard from oracles, asking questions that are rhetorical

Does my history count if I don't become historical?

A new day has dawned, and I'm basking in that light

War has begun, and I'm running towards the fight

I'm getting my hits it in, I've paid my price for admission

Got the blessing and permission for the mission

So hear me out, I've been there too now, so you can trust me

I gotta do it no matter if you hate me or you love me

I'm not woke I'm not sleep, I'm having dreams where I've made it

It's within reach, it's getting brighter I have to face it now

I've seen glimpses, glimpses, flashes

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven, but I'm going through hell

I've seen glimpses, glimpses, flashes

Yeah the light is kinda blinding, but it's showing me

I've seen glimpses, glimpses, flashes

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven, but I'm going through hell

I've seen glimpses, glimpses, flashes

Yea the light is kinda blinding, but it's showing me

I've seen glimpses and flashes, but what if I fail?

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven but I'm going through hell

Why me? Na why not me?

The light is kind of blinding but it's showing me

I've seen glimpses and flashes, but what if I fail?

Yes I'm on my way to Heaven but I'm going through hell

Why me? Na why not me?

The light is kind of blinding but it's showing me