Falling Apart Lyrics

Can't figure out just what's come over me

I feel like a shell of my former self

Thru all the changes that they can see

I was living life for somebody else

Going insane with my desperate ways

Trying to keep you invested in me

Now I don't know what I'm going through

My mind keeps going back to you

Every day you get farther away

And I feel just like I'm stuck in a loop

Your neon smile is burned into my head

All day & night I see nothing else

Although I know now that we're not meant to be

I couldn't help falling apart over you

Going back through pictures and memories

Other times we lied to ourselves

Longing for days that are causing me pain

But are lessons learned that keep me in tune

So if temptation comes knocking again

I'll just show it the way to my friends

My days of loving and trying to be loved

Have just led me to another dead end

Some of us are growing apart again

As the season of pain returns

Too many expectations are thrown away

But we're no strangers to how it hurts

Your neon smile is burned into my head

All day & night I see nothing else

Although I know now we're not meant to be

I couldn't help falling apart over you