Sick Love Lyrics

Third chapter, this is a story of sick love

I love hard, my heart the size of a Benz trunk

Found yours, poured my emotions in it, I tripped up

Don't know what the hell I thought finding love in a strip club

But I ain't I slip up, everybody got issues

And now I got to live life without you, no I can't get stuck

Used to be best friends, I know I'm a miss her

I can't get in my feelings if I can't get trust

For all the times I was broke, I casually hold my wrist up

Thought I got you back, perfect timing, but it was rigged up

See what I got, I got it from grinding, no I ain't get luck

If I did, we would've worked out, I guess it forget us

But one false move made our bond together get ripped up

I had to cut you off the same moment I seen you hicked up

Put my pride to the side for you and you switched up

So quit comparing me to them niggas that got you mixed up

Swear we was cruising, now it ain't you and me

You was pick and choosing, and you ain't choose me

Try to treat me like I'm stupid, that's how you gon lose me

Don't like me now, lose access to the new me

Crazy, she just wanna have fun

Don't want me to have none

I just put my all in you, you making me look mad dumb

Said you appreciate me, but I'm unappreciated

Treat her differently from the niggas that played her

I still can't change her

She said she don't want to be saved, so I can't save her

I miss you now but don't try to save me for later

I've been hella patient with you, just for you to stab my back

You said no relationships, been treated badly back to back

Yes I understand that, so I entertained the simple fact

You used me to confide in, when I need you, you not at the bat

My fault giving loyalty to someone I thought had my back

I was actually there for you

I did my best to help you heal, now I got to heal from you

I shouldn't have to break my neck just to hear from you

I should've kept you blocked for real

Don't know when to stop for real

Had me bugging, I was texting paragraphs non-stop for real

Not oblivious, I know you going through a lot for real

But saying that you love me while your actions don't is not for real

That shit real shaky

That's a deal breaker

Tried to work it out, but the bond was still breaking

I still got so much to say, 'cause my heart is still aching

Too hurt from heartbreak, I don't think that he'll make it

Say you a ride or die, but you ain't ride or die for me

I tend to cut ties when I feel like I'm bothering

Know all the times where I was close to death

You would cry for me

Yeah, you told me the truth after you straight up lied to me

And you said you don't care what I do, stop lying

Why you acting tough, I've seen you soft-sided

Already know the truth, know when you're not honest

See you knew how I felt, but I wasn't acknowledged

Tried to flip the script and then you got quiet

Yeah, your friends on my dick, told they ass to quit eyeing

I gave you my all, you abused my kindness

Kept acting like it's my fault when I stopped trying

Swear we was cruising, now it ain't you and me

You was pick and choosing, and you ain't choose me

Try to treat me like I'm stupid, that's how you gon lose me

Don't like me now, lose access to the new me

Crazy, she just wanna have fun

Don't want me to have none

I just put my all in you, you making me look mad dumb

Said you appreciate me, but I'm unappreciated