#healing Lyrics

Gotta heal, gotta work on myself

Puttin' me first and my god damn health, and I lost my faith cause the way that I felt

But nigga, I'ma change, tightin' up like a belt

On God, I'ma work on myself for me, on myself for you

And my motherfuckin' fav, and my whole damn crew

And it won't be long, like a month or two, can't wait till we talk, nigga, it'll be cool

And I can't even lie, you been down from the jump

God lost in your sauce, damn, I can't front, I made you feel a way, so I really fucked up

But nigga, I'ma change, you already knew what's up

This whole damn time was mistaking it, the love that I got wasn't fakin' it

I thought it was different, til' I started thinkin' like shit

I really was thinkin' and I was thinkin' it's more than a friendship

I was thinkin' it's more than a bestie, I was thinkin' it's more than a close friend

Man, I said these thoughts wouldn't get me, but I stepped in your shoes, I see what you mean

I don't wanna date you, but I wanna be the one that you come to when everything seem

Like it's goin' down, my thoughts keep on spinnin' and spinnin'

None of these niggas know how I be feelin', know I'm a hero, but they say a villain

Say that I'm trippin', I was, but I'm chillin', can't go outside, 'cause these niggas be killin'

Like a subscription, these niggas I'm billin', fuck one band, nigga, I want a million

I'ma do this for the gang, do this for myself

Lil' nigga, I'm back on some other shit, and I can't even lie, I been buggin', bitch

School was stressing me out, wasn't lovin' it, two middle fingers up, man, I'm fuckin' it

Gotta get to the bag, ain't no punchin' it, what the fuck was I on?

I really was trippin', but nigga, I'm gettin' above of it

And these lil' niggas talk, I don't pay attention, lil' nigga, I'm never gon' lose

I had a take me, a L, maybe two, then I got back, man, you know what I do

Claimin' she loyal, she fuckin' the crew and know you niggas don't know what to do

Come in my face actin' like you ain't just talk shit to your bitch and sherm ass crew

Niggas don't know what to do but nigga, I know what to motherfuckin' do

I gotta go, I gotta go, I gotta go, nigga, I gotta go

Said I gotta go, I gotta go, I gotta go, nigga, I gotta go

Said I gotta go, I gotta go, I gotta go, nigga, I gotta go

Said I gotta go, I gotta go, I gotta go, nigga, I gotta go

I need a break, I need a break, I need a break, yeah, nigga, a break

Said I need a break, I need a break, I need a break, yeah, nigga, a break

Said I need a break, I need a break, I need a break, yeah, nigga, a break

Said I need a break, I need a break, I need a break, yeah, nigga, a break

Breaking these niggas in half, fuck all these bitches, I just want the bag

And my team steady winning, why these niggas steady grinning?

If a nigga wanna get it, he can get it

But I'm chillin', niggas know me

Shit, I'm top 5 on my goat shit

Niggas move fast, but I'm in slow motion

Had 150, but I took one potion

Now I'm on 200 and I'm floatin

Damn, lil' bitch, I ain't never gonna stop

I ain't never gonna lose

Had to take a lil' break, show these niggas what I do

What I do, I ain't never gonna stop

Come in first, wanna leave me

Bitch, I don't care, you getting murked like, woah

Niggas ain't stopping or dropping me

Talking that shit, I said, Kay, you ain't flocking me

Niggas be flexing like they hit the lottery

Whole time, niggas in poverty