I Miss Home & Now I'm Broke Lyrics

I'm way out on a limb here this time

Had to have my fun and oh boy I look fine

Took her to fancy places and got nice clothes

Way expensive food and now I'm broke

I think I'm finally missing home

Parents house and Oma'Oma'O Poke

It's a little late now to just back out

Contracts friends and useless clout

But as it is I feel like throwing up

Uh oh is this the start of adult stuff

Truth is I like it in Omaha way more than here

I left because I was losing my mind feels like Deja Vu

Back to music being the only thing there for me

At night I cry over Josie and stay up till three

Cause I just can't get a grip on reality

Will I ever truly see

Maybe that's what makes me me

Maybe everyone else is blinded by what they think they can't be

How do I write without thinking

How do I know what's best for me

How do I know what's crazy or just me being me

I'm wasting time without repercussion

When it comes oh boy I won't be laughing

Except I will cause that's how I cope with reality

I look back at what I've made and chuckle at the simplicity

Of the innocent mistakes and foresight I could've foreseen

If I get caught in the moment every time I get blinded to what I'm becoming

What's wrong with me ugh

I'm only stable when I have a girl

And even then I'm only stable when I'm with her

Oh boy

So I distract myself but even my distractions have stopped working

I run away, but hey I can't be happy

Here's to be wishing I'd stayed

At least back home I had a steady job

But here's it's one thing to the next like what's the whole shebab

Is this just cause I don't have a girl or is it something more

I always feel like the need to leave, why

I always feel trapped in my own part of life

Even when I choose it, makes me wonder if I'm afraid of commitment

I know with girls I'm not it just never works out

But as far as future plans go yeah

I run from anything that keeps me in one place like I ran from my mission

Do I ever come back, yeah, for a little

It's the only way I can to get myself to keep on living

I miss home and I'm broke time to run away

Adios amigos and adios babes

Let's go back home

I miss home and now I'm broke