Message to you (outro) Lyrics

Things have been so different ever since you left

It's hard to tell if you leaving was for the worst or for the best

And there's too many things

To say and get up off my chest

But I got a few minutes

To let you know what happened next

It's like my happiness is paused and the sorrows rolling in

It's hard to find some resolve without some serotonin

It's like a chunk of me is gone and no one can fill it in

But I've been moving forward

Tryna keep me vigilant uh

I'm still traveling the world

Still with the same girl

Still grinding for those red bottoms

Some diamonds and some pearls

Still distracted like a dog that's seeing some squirrels

This year is tainted with the memories of funerals

Spain keeping me company

It's weird, not having your company

No checking up on me, sleeping if I'm still functioning

Not many home cooked meals

But I'm still eating, trust me

This whole situation is just saying I was lucky

You were the gravity in life

And they cannot take that shit from me

But if I said I've been good since then

I'd be bluffing

Not hearing you on calls

It really has been rough man

Coming back home really is a blessing

But not hearing your mind

It kinda has me stressing

The events replay inside of my mind

It gets depressing

But having her in my life brings me smiles

It's refreshing

I know you love her too, but for real mom

I really love you too

There were so many things I wish we could do

But I'ma do it all

Live life solely because of you

I'll make sure to eventually clean my room

I might get lazy sometimes but I will come through

I wish I could see you soon

But my plan has been decided by

The man on the moon

At the time of recording

It's the middle of June

But by the time I see you again

You'll know this tune

If I had to be honest, straight from the heart

I really miss you

This message is to you

This message is to you

You

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You

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I love you