Facial expressions Lyrics

I know I want it but I try

Not to notice the way I lie

I make up all of it

All the memories that I can't hide

And I don't really count on my friends

Coz I can never express it

Your facial expressions ain't nothing to me

Nothing to me and I don't

Think I believe in love

Think I believe in trust

You always wanted the one

Our numbers ain't adding up

I always thought that we were being perfect

Perfection's perception so that it's worth it

I wouldn't leave my family if I fought with them

I wouldn't throw my shoes if I got dirt on them

I don't wanna go back there but you know

Yeah I'm afraid to tell myself that I want it back

Yeah I'm afraid to tell myself it ain't coming back

Yeah I'm afraid I know that it hurt me bad

But I still want it back

It don't make no sense

I don't know how I feel

I don't know what's real

I need everything back

But I didn't want it then

Now I want everything back

But everybody left

Problem with living the most beautiful life

I keep on looking back wishing that that was my life right now

I try my best not to try

Think about it every night

But I can't seem to get by