Five Star Hotel Lyrics

Kept waiting for the sorry that would never appear

I was too much of a woman for you that was very clear

Your pretty little lies feeding my inner child's trauma

All I ever wanted was to run away from all the drama

We were perfect together trying to make me believe

But you wasted your breath cause you just couldn't see

The love I was giving you didn't want to receive

There was nothing for me there so I needed to leave

We said happy ever after but we never said with who

Can't believe I was so stupid to almost settle for you

I want to see you happy even if its not with me

Fucken bullshit babe that's not how it was gonna be

You kept coming back to my five star hotel

I would pick up your mess not a wife just personnel

Always at your fucken service having breakfast all the time

Check out and check back in without spending a fucken dime

Kept getting Tinder to make me feel way more secure

Kept telling the new guys about the pain I had endured

Jumping from date to date trying to find the right guy

But after all that repetition just started not to reply

You kept playing with my head, wanting me to go psychotic

Fucken caught you by surprise I turned out to be exotic

You would get home mad with no fucken explanation

There was no time at all for a single conversation

I spent most of my days in a cold hospital bed

I even started thinking I'd be better gone instead

But after so much time away I understood at last

In order to be happy I'd have to leave you in my past

There was never a thing that I ever requested

But I'm taking back the love I already invested

Took as much as my little heart could stand

Thought you were God took me a while to understand

It wasn't love you were just being controlling

Met you at fifteen stupid me was barely growing

Wanted the pain to end wanted to disappear

That's all in the past there's no challenge that I fear

But enough about you it's time to talk about me

After I left baby I finally got my degree

Just started my business and it looks like its blooming

Got the cash, got the house and my life has been improving

I wanna say to myself now that I'm mature

I'm sorry little me for all the pain you endured

Welcome to your new life welcome to your new reality

I am so proud of you for leaving his shitty mentality