(Honestly um)

I am not okay!

(I really don't be talking in my music like that)

Does it look I'm okay to you?

(Feel like this is necessary)

(Ain't nothin harder than um)

Thats dumb as hell

(Acting like everything is okay knowing)

Knowing that it ain't

(Knowing that it ain't)

Like be for real bro?

(You find yourself lying to yourself you know)

(Saying you healed from stuff knowing you ain't healed from it)

Are you okay? No!

(Bout time I get it off my chest tho)

No I'm not okay!

How could you play me?

The things you put me through

Girl you must hate me

I look at me and I see you

I do same thing

Hopefully there's someone that can save me

Thats crazy

Do you understand how hard it is for me to even tap into to my feels?

(Nah for real)

How you gonna tryna switch it up on me when we said we'd keep it real?

(Wasn't that the deal)

If I didn't find out

I would still be hoping that my conscience wrong

Let you do me dirty while I'm holding on

Back then it was hard for me to be alone

Can you tell me how I keep my head up ?

When you told me it wouldn't be this way

Pain showing up in my dna

Guess its safe to say you made me this way

(Me this way)

For a moment there I thought we were in love

At least I was

(Thats tough for real)

I had a woman tell me she'd thought I fall in love

Yesterday she called me asking why she ain't enough

Damn love

Ain't that crazy

Yesterday she told me that she hate me

I said she ain't the only one

Ain't that crazy

I've already had somebody tried to change me

And now she hate me

Yeah

(You got some nerve)

You got some nerve saying its my fault

When you messed up

You got the nerve to comment on my music

After that love

You left at me my worst and found someone

So comment that love

And a nigga still manage to keep his head up

Sleep in a two door but a nigga kept his head up

You aint know cuz you aint call but a nigga kept up

Would you be supporting me if I wasn't next up?

How could you play me?

How could you play me?

How could you play me?

You could never say that I aint show you love

When all I loved was you

I cared about us

Then you turned around and play

Ay

Ay?

You played

(You played me)

If I didn't find out

I would still be hoping that my conscience wrong

Let you do me dirty while I'm holding on

Back then it was hard for me to be alone

Can you tell me how I keep my head up

When you told me it wouldnt be this way

Pain showing up in my dna

Guess its safe to say you made me this way

Me this way

Guess its safe to say you made me this way

And you turned around and played

Ay

Ay?

You played?

You made me this way

And you turned around and played

You played?

Ay

Ay?