denial Lyrics

Caught between a rock and a hard pill to swallow

I'm sure you meant to call, no hard feelings, always tomorrow

I just wanna talk, if you got time to borrow

And I could use a friend, you're a tough act to follow

Is it denial?

Is it hope?

How do you know if it's not both?

Mm, mm

Maybe in another timeline, we make it

Passing through a mirror in the dark to chase it

God, I wish I knew you, back when I was a kid

But when you stare into me now, it feels like I did

Truth is, if you saw me, you would see me for what it is

It's not all bad, is it?

(Is it) delusion?

Is it hope?

Thought I was sure then, now I don't

Said you were sorry, months ago

But then you got farther, so who knows?

I believe you like no one else

Now it leads me not to trust myself

Mm, mmm

Everything around me looks so different now

Yet, everything about me wants to show you around

We could plants flowers in common ground

So I'm telling you now, the only way that I know how

There's a space inside my heart

Just behind the beating part

I hold a candle in the dark

Can you still see it from where you are?