Shit crazy, I don't like the way that I be feeling

Close my eyes, with my head to the ceiling

Too much thinking, gotta get back to my mission

I'm tripping

Shit crazy, I don't like the way that I be feeling

Been through so much, but I'm on my path to healing

Time ticking, gotta get back to my mission

I'm tripping

I'm tired of wearing disguises, don't wanna be nobody else

On the outside looking fine, but inside I need some help

I know a man, steer his family and direct them across the land

How the fuck I'm supposed to steer when I'm driving with one hand

I need something, I'm missing something, but I can't call it

Don't wanna turn to drugs, I can't be no alcoholic

I got God in my life, but I need to pray more often

Shit I do, well really we be talking

He show me signs, here and there I follow his lead

I venture out and try new shit, I ain't what I used to be

I know every step I take gon' lead me to my destiny

But I get frustrated quick, problems get the best of me

Yeah it's tough, cause I wasn't taught persistence

Keep on doing something even when I don't feel it

I know fa sho, I'm gon' teach that to my children

Cause I never want them to be feeling how I'm feeling yea

I read a book and it told me give it 1% a day

I'm impatient with the outcome cause I see it every day

But it's crazy cause I've been to prison, patience was my bae

Now we breaking up, every week going separate ways shit crazy

Shit crazy, I don't like the way that I be feeling

Close my eyes with my head to the ceiling

Too much thinking gotta get back to my mission

I'm tripping, shit crazy

I don't like the way that I be feeling

Been through so much but I'm on my path to healing

Time ticking gotta get back to my mission

I'm tripping

Man it's crazy when I look at everything I overcame

From the church to the streets, they threw dirt all on my name

Stood my ground and never changed

That's the shit they couldn't stand

Now I'm more blessed than I've ever been so try to comprehend

Yea he took me through some tests, last five been so cray

All the dramas turned to traumas, had to pray to find my way

Now I barely trust the soul and I don't like that way of living

On my floor right now, looking straight up to the ceiling

Every time I close my eyes, I see Brandi standing by me

Lord please bless my soul, cause these demons always trying me

I've been dealing with the pain and the losses everyday

Only thing that keep me going is looking how far I came

All the struggles and the guilt and the anxiousness I felt

Made me wanna be a better man, focused on my wealth

Women asking me for time but right now I'm on a mission

Follow through with my vision, asking God for supervision

As I move everyday I take the grind with precision

From broke to CEOs it's never a smooth transition

Me and G, spitting knowledge once again like it's tradition

It's a shame how most of y'all don't be paying us attention

Shit crazy, I don't like the way that I be feeling

Close my eyes with my head to the ceiling

Too much thinking gotta get back to my mission

I'm tripping, shit crazy

I don't like the way that I be feeling

Been through so much but I'm on my path to healing

Time ticking gotta get back to my mission

I'm tripping