Pain or Pleasure Lyrics

To wake up with a brain that aches like

There's someone in your mind

Who's trying to get out

Makes it harder for a boy like me

To live and not just survive

Wish I could figure him out

Oh, but I don't want it to end this way

So I'm thinking I need to make a change

I've never known a buzz to feel this way before

I'm starting over again and I'm ready to mend what's torn apart when

The pressure gets too much to deal with

Without a source of pain or pleasure

Mmm, so I'm cleaning up my act for the better

Cleaning up my act for the better

Is it too late for a man to clear his name

Or is there still time

God give me a sign

Its so easy for people like you to watch

And just pass me by

Don't you know I could die

Oh, but I don't want it to end this way

So I'm thinking I need to change my ways

I've never known a buzz to feel this way before

I'm starting over again and I'm ready to mend what's torn

Apart when the pressure gets too much to deal with

Without a source of pain or pleasure

Mmm, so I'm cleaning up my act for the better

Cleaning up my act for the better

I'm done playing these games

Because you're never be a winner if you play it this way

I've had enough pleasure and pain

Now I'm changing for the better

And I'm clearing my name

Yeah I'm clearing my name

And I'm doing it today