Burning Alive Lyrics

I'm afraid that my scars start to bleed again

That my self destructive urges get the best of me

Ceiling fans spinning round and round above my head

While I'm resignating to the voices in my head

I am lost, I am found, I am somewhere else

Screaming phrases of the older versions of myself

It's getting harder to believe myself and what I say

The promises I made to myself went further away

The smell of gasoline. It's running down my skin

I'm searching for escape

I'm burning alive

I'm burning alive

I'm feeling nervous, anxious, furious and so depressed

That the darkness in my mind is breaking free

I am praying to a god that turned his back on me

On my knees I'm begging for something I don't deserve

I tried to drink, tried to drown myself in alcohol

But every single drink felt like a trigger of a gun

The cold metal taste that lasted on my tongue

Reminded me of the blood I drank to stay young

The smell of gasoline. It's running down my skin

I'm searching for escape

I'm burning alive

I'm burning alive

So I lit myself on fire while the flames are getting higher

I'm burning alive while staying alive

I'm searching for escape

I'm burning alive

I'm burning alive

So I lit myself on fire while the flames are getting higher

I'm burning alive while staying alive