Letter 2 My Mama Lyrics

Yeah

Feel like it's been a long time since I talk to you mama

Yea, I just want to tell you that I miss you

It's your son, Donald, Geek Jab Yeah

You know I was holding back tears trying to write this man, it's crazy

I catch myself sitting listening to this beat

I was like I got to write something to you

Yeah, here it go

Listen mama this a note to you

Know it's been a long time since I spoke to you

Couldn't see you face to face so I just wrote to you

I wish heaven had a phone X's and O's to you

And when you passed I was bad I got close to it

I kept hearing your voice in my head said don't do it

But I was going through it

And you already knew it

I got attracted to the trenches and some bad influences

I was messed up in the head dealing with confusion

The only way I can talk to my mama is through the music

Even when I win you not here so it feel like I'm losing

Sometimes I wish we could trade places the devil choosing

Did god let em' choose you

If you lost your only mother tell me what would you do

You let family get too close and why you let them use you

Fake friends used you

I don't think they knew you, it's really been 5 years

Smiling while I'm writing this and holding back tears

And when they ask about they grandma it might hurt my kids

Sometimes I blame myself for this like was it my career

If I ain't go off to korea would you still be here

I lost you and I'm not the same it's time to make it clear

They ask me if I'm living fearless so I'm telling yeah

Cause losing you how I did it was my only fear

They wonder why I got these tatts I tell them mother dear

I tell em' mother dear

And naw we don't hurt the same because my mother dead

Tough love made me stronger so I know she cared

She taught me how to stand tall on my own legs

She was our real protector she ain't trust the feds

Watching over me and bro she ain't go to bed

Sometimes I think she was too strong she ain't take meds

All the ones who was blood man they all fled

All the ones who talked about you I want to get them red

Listen Mama this a note to you

Know it's been a long time since I spoke to you

Couldn't see you face to face so I just wrote to you

I wish heaven had a phone X's and O's to you

And when you passed I was bad I got close to it

I kept hearing your voice in my head said don't do it

But I was going through it

And you already knew it

I got attracted to the trenches and some bad influences

You heard me?

No

No you don't

Say it

I love you

Okay, bye

Now you get right okay?

Alright

Come and visit us sometime

Alright goodbye

Bye