Where will I go Lyrics

Falling back into old habits

Seeing faces that I thought had it

Where will I go, where is my home

Honestly, I don't know

Speeding down, I-95

So high, I think I'm fly

Fuck, I see the divide

Damn, it's what she wanted me to realize

With these two real eyes

Third eye blinded

Damn, I think I'm slow

Shift down to four

Skipping rocks, counting echoes

Don't listen to her, she came

Apart like Velcro

Despite what was known, what was shown

I'll be showing the world, pearled

Juniper branches brush up against my soul

Drugs get bigger, love gets sicker

Blood gets thinner, I'm a winner

Oh, I wish upon a star

Falling hard, trust is far

Eighteen, I was seeing things

Seventeen, alone in my room

Sixteen, heard the big boom

Now I'm clearing space for the melodies

Cleaning out my soul, full-time job

Make me feel whole

What lies have you told

Which ones corrupted your soul

Which ones have caused you toil

Boil in your brain, baby

Go insane, baby, I'm not the same, baby

Live in vain, baby, that's just the rain baby

See the sights as far as the eye can see

I can see death, famine, war, and conquest

Contest the conditions of any lessons that you think you've learned

You don't know who controlling, playing in my games

Cause you to toil and boil and bobble

And hobble and wobble

And bitch, I might topple, cause I'm tight-roping

I'm hoping for laughs, but I ain't joking

I'm the Joker, I'm taking totes to the smoke

And I hope to keep going

So in, what I'm sewing, it's been growing

It's knocked to the knees, I'm stung by bees

Cause I'm up in the trees, swinging and

Feeling great, feeling good

I've been out my neighborhood

P-Town, Newtown, Charlie's got the boots brown

Who knows where this living gets you

Freakish feelings hit you, gets you, pits you

Switch now

Falling back into old habits

Seeing faces that I thought had it

Where will I go

Where is my home

Honestly, I don't know

And she said send me a demo

But all my thoughts got stuck in my memos

Played pretend with my girl back home

Played pretend with the girl back home

And I got used as a demo

That's cause inside I didn't get the memo