Letter To My Ex Lyrics

Lately, I've been in my feelings I don't talk about 'em

People that I love the most disappear like a ghost

Getting sick and tired of being like this

Feels like my life is always this way

Just a kid I was just trying to grow up

People don't even know what I've been through

People ring my name but they don't tend to mention

What I had to sacrifice everything to get here

Losing everybody but I feel it deep inside of me

Everybody that I love leaves and step aside of me

Been trying to hold back can't with this anxiety

Maybe I should just end it quick

Maybe I'll be better off dead

Maybe all those words you've said

I'm living on the edge

I'm crazy instead

Cause nobody gets me I'm looking for peace

But my mind can't just grasp it

In a warzone cause my mind ain't a safe place

All my enemies are in the same place

I'm getting backstabbed like on the fucking daily

Don't know who to trust now and these days

I'm isolated with the pen and I'm gifted with these words

She tells me that she loves me but I think that is a curse

I'm about to kill myself and get a ride inside the hearse

I've had enough of this shit and I'm about to fucking burst