Uninterested Lyrics

Yeah I uh, don't mean to kill the vibe but

This ones a bummer but um, I just need to say some shit, yeah

Another email, another thing on sale

Another a thing to buy, cash flow like a snail

Money super dumb, by the time I have the funds

Deal already gone, like I'll never have enough

Been alive so long, why isn't that enough?

Got so many friends, many people that I love

Baddie at my side, and she always makes me blush

But I still feel it coming, in a couple months

Makes me wanna run away, hop onto a bus

I don't know how to drive, yeah it kinda sucks

Four accidents, it's the people I don't trust

Last one I was in, tree branch at my lungs

But I need to learn to drive, I feel I'll fall behind

Well at this point, I think I am behind

Some would say ahead, but they need to check their eyes

In my career, I feel there's always lies

We get another raise, we getting it too late

My job too complex for us to not be getting paid

Rapping in this cadence, something that I hate

It's a pocket full of comfort, something that I hate

When I said its coming, I feel it's coming near

Every single interest will seem to disappear

Hollow in my chest, like my insides been cleared

God I hope my friends will love me when it's here

I have written cause I think I hate my voice

I haven't written songs, not sure if it's a choice

Last time that I tried I really got annoyed

An outside voice really took out all the joy

Now I'm here, wrote another sad song

Every time I hear myself, I think I start to yawn

I think about the past and everything that's gone

It really is impossible to fix all the wrongs

Writing out my therapy, these feelings are confusing

Sometimes making songs, can feel self abusing

Like my brain got swollen from the trauma bruising

But maybe to a stranger, my therapy's' amusing