Should've Known Lyrics

Having convos with myself about everything that gets to me

I finally spoke my mind and I pretend that you're here, hearing me

Cause the last time we spoke it really seemed like you ain't listening

Like how am I so hurt, but I still wish that you was here with m

Like how we all the same, but you ain't had no one that's real as me

You act like we on different sides, when we share the same enemy

Way too forgiving when I care, so it's been hard to keep that energy

Now even mama say I'm cold, take a look at what you did to me

You take Instagram pictures when you all alone

When I was in the picture you wasn't on your own

Ask if that's how I feel I told you not at all

Like why you let me in just to block me off

I've been having visions about the times where you lied to me

Like why you let it go this way you ain't even fight for me

After all the things I did that, that could never just sit right with me

I should've known better, but now it's time to do what's right for me

Know you did me wrong that's why you took it as a diss to you

Still we different, I would never put no shit on you

I'd never do you how you did me, should've known that

And now these hoes don't get done dirty, that's a known fact

As per usual, you hit my phone at the right time

I should've known better, should've known like last time

That this would be the last time, oh oh

But I thought for once, maybe, this could be the one time

When we met you was in pain, somehow we ended on the same thing

I take these drugs cause it's been so hard to maintain my sanity

I don't even want no closure I just want some clarity

For all the things you did to me you know that wasn't fair to me

Truthfully I don't even want no love cause that's just scaring me

Truthfully when I be at my lowest you ain't there for me

Truthfully I don't even know if you cared for me

I just want some clarity

You take Instagram pictures when you all alone

When I was in the picture you wasn't on your own

Ask if that's how I feel I told you not at all

Like why you let me in just to block me off

I've been having visions about the times where you lied to me

Like why you let it go this way you ain't even fight for me

After all the things I did that, that could never just sit right with me

I should've known better, but now it's time to do what's right for me

Having convos with myself about everything that gets to me

I finally spoke my mind and I pretend that you're here, hearing me

Cause the last time we spoke it really seemed like you ain't listening

Like how am I so hurt, but I still wish that you was here with m

Like how we all the same, but you ain't had no one that's real as me

You act like we on different sides, when we share the same enemy

Way too forgiving when I care, so it's been hard to keep that energy

Now even mama say I'm cold, take a look at what you did to me