
PRESENT TENSE ft. Escape the Tiger & Silas1Wolf Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
When I got it, will it really be all I ever wanted
When I have it, will it solve all the problems that I'm having
When I got it, will it really be all I ever wanted
When I have it, will it solve all the problems that I'm having
You are heaven sent, sitting in the present tense worried
Yeah, unsure the scenery slip into a blur
Life moves so fast I want to stop her, but she grows so fast
Now I'm feeling awkward, she don't know that
The baby I held, now this baby's looking at me like she know how it feels
Talk about your day, talk about the friends you made
Laugh about that pic you saved, don't forget about the times we braved
Wasn't always easy but we made it out the mud okay
I want to get real with you, I just want to build with you
Something I'm prepared to do, try to heal the wounds
That you've carried, I've been scared to lose what we never shared really
Why you so far away, I lie awake
Why you so far away, it's not the same
When I got it all yeah, will it be enough for me
When I have it all yeah, will it be enough for me
I don't want to stall here, so I need to make this seen
When I got you all here, will it be enough for me
If I had it all would it feel enough
When you felt small, I would help you feel tough
All the times that you fell down, I ain't going nowhere I'm here now
Daddy's still here for you, I'm in it for the long run
And I cherish you, providing wasn't what I was prepared to do
I was lost and I chose a bottle over you
And it cost me time away from you
That's time I can't give back to you
Even though I tried, sleepless nights
That's time I can't undo, I'ma make it up to you
I promise you, never did I ever doubt that
I'm a man of my word and you can trust that
Why you so far away, I lie awake
Why you so far away, it's not the same
When I got it all yeah, will it be enough for me
When I have it all yeah, will it be enough for me
I don't want to stall here, so I need to make this seen
When I got you all here, will it be enough for me
It's just a distant memory but it's still filling me
With such anxiety I don't know how I'm fighting these
Urges to go and hide and flee but I know the confiding peace
Is to go and confront what's dying deep
Walking on this road that's falsely clean
Street sweeping to the side causing flying debris, nobody safe in the way
Reasons for the day I face, what's in my deeper place
Why it's easy to separate but I know what it takes
Throwing pride to the side for the moment our eyes lock
Trying not to look away but if you do the healing stop
But in reality when we speak I'm feeling all the knots
From my chest to my throat I don't know if I really got
The ability to face the shadows of my former self
Hanging like them trophies collecting dust up on that shelf
I know you don't need it but for myself, I figured it would help
(When I got it)
Far away, I wait, I wait for you
(When I have it)
I lie awake in wait, I wait for you
(When I got it)
I know it hurts, forgive us for the words that we never said
(When I have it)
That we should've said