To whom it may concern Lyrics

To whom it may concern

I want to tell you what I dreamed about

From living as an artist to

Knowing how to save the world

And hoping that my parents love my any way I go

To growing as a person like my brother I suppose

To whom it may concern

I want to tell you what I fear the most

From losing all my friends and family

When them I need the most

I fear I'll fail my love and all my promises untold

I'm scared that my pretentious smiles

Talks and lies will grow

I never meant to be this way

Awake by night asleep by day

And searching for a piece

Of what remains of all my better days

I walk this way so say my name

For what its worth I feel no pain

A million ways I'd rather be

A billion shadows telling me

Just to tell me fly away

Don't you know that I will break

To whom it may concern

I might forget the things I ought to write

Like telling you about my eyes

Who see the worst and twist the light

When seeing what I've seen

You cannot fathom what to do

To see the world within this light

With everyone but you

Oblivious to my disguise

I hide myself from peoples eyes

It's not a choice but... never mind

Its not that I cant ask the time

I'd simply rather "be surprised"

Or that is what I'd say

I never really seem to say

The words that are inside my mind

I hate that I cannot relate

When people tell me sad or great

Occasions, situations, have some patience

I am trying to say

What all of you would rather hear than

"Sorry for your loss"

Sorry... Sorry...

Sorry if my presence made you

Feel at ease and peaceful

When afterwards just let you go

And left you there in pieces

What I really want is people

That don't abandon me

When all I really focused on

Dependency and jealousy

To whom it may concern

I swear I'll make some better choices

I'll listen more to voices

That are drowning out the noises

I'll talk about the things that are

Destroying me from deep within

Refuse to be a mannequin

And help me not to suffocate from

Things that don't concern me

What I really want is purpose

I've been running round in circles

Wanna tear apart the curtains

I just want to hear that he loves me one time

Look in my eyes

Tell me I'm doing fine

Wishing I was smarter, stronger

Wishing that my mind would feel at home

Did I ever stop and think that I

Might have been the one who needed it the most

To whom it may concern

I'm gonna tell you all I really know

That people never cared about the slightest thing you did

If blood is where your anger lies

You seek the water that you like

That all I've ever known was "nothing"

Less you know the better