Me Lyrics

You know man, sometimes I feel like I don't know anything at all

Avi, Origins

Track, Seven?

Been getting older but I still feel like a kid

Popular loner, I say it is what it is

Remember I was younger, they told me God had a plan

Then why am I always sitting thinking about where it ends

Now that I'm up I just make the most of it

Hold my heart out but stop anyone that gets close to it

Shelter all my broken bits, hoping no one notices

Cause where I'm from the only thing you show is strength, Yeah

I'm holding on but I've been slipping up lately

Nobody told me life would turn out this crazy

Hate being lonely but don't want you around

I scream it all out but you don't hear a sound

Hide my emotions you won't know that it Phase me

I'm driving slow but feel I'm going 180

They looking up proud so I can't let them down

I bring them all peace but what about me

I keep questioning why I'm still here, I'm alive

My touch is a disguise, I don't feel

So far It's all the same, and my heart can't be replaced

They all write their complaints and I read

But what about

Me, I find trouble finding the hope in things

Picture a realist who wants to romantics hopelessly

Sometimes I think what it's like to know that you found the one

Mostly I feel like I'm doomed to never fall in love

It's not that I never wanted or I'm incapable of it

I just think my expectations can never be achieved

And it's not that my expectations are overly elevated

It's just that I never met someone who loves like me

Cause I love hard and it's always been one-sided shit

Doubt if I can make it in this game and where I might exist

They say live in the moment but how can I when the future is

lurking on my shoulder, So I plan for every inch of it

Girls running at me the more I run to the top

But I'm still tripping off of the one that I never got

This generation of hoes is saddening

And I will never be with it honestly, So I don't even try

I have a hard time telling apart reality

Existential lucid dreaming with my third eye

I could rap about my equity, and properties, and lots

But they'd rather hear me talk drugs than niggas that I shot

Forced to live in a system that never showed me love

One that takes and takes without a plan to stop

One where I can so easily get hold of a gun

One where I can just as easy get shot by a cop

Surrounded by a world of people influenced by drugs

Stimulated to never amount to nothing great

In a world that never showed thy neighbor some love

A free for all that reduced every feeling to hate

I often think about how I can somehow heal the world

And change the story of what our people can be

How I gotta get the bread so my fam can live with ease

But I always seem to forget about me

I'm holding on but I've been slipping up lately

Nobody told me life would turn out this crazy

Hate being lonely but don't want you around

I scream it all out but you don't hear a sound

Hide my emotions you won't know that it phase me

I'm driving slow but feel I'm going 180

They looking up proud so I can't let them down

I bring them all peace but what about me

I keep questioning why I'm still here, I'm alive

My touch is a disguise, I don't feel

So far it's all the same, and my heart Can't be replaced

They all write their complaints and I read

But what about

Me

But what about me

Yeah

But what about me

But what about me