Heavy Chest Lyrics

I mean

I don't know how how to solve all my problems

Even though the world around me knows how to solve em

Can't keep living breath

Can't keep living to share

Can't keep living to speak

Can't keep banging my head against wall so I can weep

Cause inside I'm crying

My emotions are dying

I don't know how to relate to people without lying

Soon the rope ill by tying

Kiss the trees and the sky and

They only know that your hiding

I wish I knew who I was

Throw ideas out the bus

Cause I'm done with writing on a note and keep on waiting to be judged

I wish I was simple

Didn't wish I was different

I stand out like a symbol

Of all the ones that missing

On this life as a figure

Passions out of the picture

The only thing we care about is money and liquor

So I

Get the money and run

Cause all the deals are done

Cause man fuck all emotion

Only makes you dumb

I'm done being depressed

I'm done with being obsessed

I'm done with motherly problems

I'm done with all these bets ya

(Ooo-oo)

Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here

And all times I've been missing thinking about you

Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here

Wait

Don't leave me cause it Hasn't even started

Can you remind me what I said before its outsmarted

I know that I'm toxic

Cause my brain is like a mosh pit

Fucking swear that I am off it

So just please fucking drop it

I'm sick of all the voices that say(fuck you)

"Man you're stupid and deserve to be spayed"(kill yourself)

I'm sick of lying to myself that I'm a better person

But when I know my life ends I know its worth it

I know that its my fault that this thing ended

I know its my fault that I've been thinking "things aren't splendid"

I know its my all that I want to replace the missing

I show all dark signs its ok u wanna be finished

Like a split decision

That's how my brain works

Like a mind division going in knee first

Curing thirst driving hurst riding through the dirt

That used to be uncursed with a spur of happiness and self worth

(Ooo-oo)

Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here

And all times I've been missing thinking about you

Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here

(Ooo-oo)

Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here

And all times I've been missing thinking about you

Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here

Maybe it isn't such a bad thing that y'know I'm finding myself and y'know this whole thing crashed

Maybe this is like self improvement for me

Maybe it was a shitty relationship I don't even know(find yourself)

Maybe I just gotta really find myself Y'know

I gotta find who I truly am

Cant keep living under an impression(Find yourself)

Cause like said, inside I'm dying man

Y'know I cant just sit here and write songs and expect for me to be better

I have to go out there, start meeting people, start improving myself

Cause y'know I gotta take the gas pedal

I gotta take control

Y'know fall is a really pretty time of year

Theres a lot of nice colors y'know the environment is just beautiful

Just really a good time to start improving myself y'know(find yourself)

It might be becoming winter but theres still a little bit of that energy in the air

Like the holidays, my birthday, its all that same area

All a good area where I can just work on self improving myself

Cause I mean, their isn't a better time to start

It's always good to start

I mean, I promise, its a good time to start

I'm not tripping, I don't even know who I am