Dying to live ft. Deviitooreal_ Lyrics

Can't lie, there was times I used to pray for death

Sipping holy water just to break a sweat

Feel the devil in my ear, I've been praying less

Will you save me a prayer or will you save your breath

Make the wrong moves, bound to make a mess

Say the wrong things, should be saying less

Insecurities loud, yeah, I was playing deaf

They was plotting on my moves, I was playing chess

Say a prayer for me

And pray it's not too late for me

Still remember everything that you said to me

Gotta want it for yourself, ain't no saving me

So say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me

Still remember everything that you said to me

Told papa, I got him when he slipping

Told my mama, I got him when he tripping

Paid the cost every time I made a visit

Hurt my heart when I lost him to addiction

Pray for death and it's bound to hit you different

Say I'm blessed but a part of me is missing

All them voices make it hard for me to listen

Praying hard on something to keep me busy

The dice that we rolling getting real heavy

The cash that we raking is real steady

The fam I got with me get real deadly

All these bitches is pretty but so petty

If you die today, would they notice you

I probably live a lie, never know the truth

So before all my plans long overdue

I'll keep it ten, play my hand like I'm supposed to do

Say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me

Still remember everything that you said to me

Gotta want it for yourself, ain't no saving me

So say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me

Still remember everything that you said to me

So much on my mind, but I need you to listen

We done did over time, could've gave you what you missing

You won't have to run if you played your position

Ripped out my heart and you just left that shit dripping

Feels like the devil's working overtime I'm tripping

I overthink sometimes, my brain me on a mission

Stuck up in my ways, I know my people feel the distance

I try to give my all, I guess I'm lacking what you missing

Fuck these other bitches are they really gonna ride for me

Put the drama to the side and spend this time with me

I try to brush it off, it keeps reminding me

I aint tripping, it's a blessing in disguise for me

So say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me

Still remember everything that you said to me

Gotta want it for yourself, ain't no saving me

So say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me

Still remember everything that you said to me