Nihilist Lyrics

God is a joker, he making me laugh

Cracking a smile at my natural tats

Vida loca, scarred the front of my face

Not a life I live, but part I escaped

And honestly, somewhere my heart like to stay

Born from the belly, the beast and I play

Raised by an angel, the angel would say

God would come and visit

And rarely did I listen I followed intuition

Childish, hid in the back of my eyelids I was long gone, silent

Gang life all in my iris, I was closed off, nihilist

I was in charge of the pilot and the whole damn mileage

I be the one who could fly it, I was so damn childish

Hid in the back of my eyelids, I was long gone, silent

Gang life all in my iris, I was closed off, nihilist

I was in charge of the pilot and the whole damn mileage

I be the one who could fly it like

I am the author, controlling my fate

I did not choose all the sins on my plate

I was no shooter, but still I was grazed

All of my views are from how I was raised

Follow the rules and the routes to be safe

Still in the grooves, I was caught by a stray

Pardon my truth, but my heart in a cage

Paid all my dues, but expected to pay

The sins of my roots that my father had made

All of my youth, I had someone to blame

All of the fuel I used to reshape

Patterns abused by the sons and the rage

Father forgive me, Father forgive me, Father

Father forgive me, sober and blind

Spirit was rich, soil was dry, Lyric was writ

Still I revise, deliver the message, changing the lines

Flesh a skeptic of something divine

But can't put a finger on what made the sky

All that we see, nothing we find

What made us fall and what made us rise

I had to cut deep in my skin and my vein

Letting my ego spill out and then drain

The yin that I loved don't survive without yang

I accepted the burden, I'm earning my mane

My life is so crazy, I smile with fangs

My vision is blurry, I'm guided by faith

All I've known is hell inside

So I roam for paradise

Kept my soul cold all my life

Flesh to bone, I feel the light

All I've known is hell inside

So I roam for paradise

Kept my soul cold all my life

Flesh to bone, I feel the light