WONDER Lyrics

I wonder if everything we been through worth it, and if life play out perfect

If you got that new truck where the windows have curtains

They caught him and they murked him, turned the hood into a circus

Bunch of clowns walking round with artillery in they purses

Seen a diploma before a hearse, shouldn't be but it's a blessing

Well life ain't guaranteed so for right now man I ain't stressin'

But at the times I need direction, pain fuck up my perception

It's gotten to the point where they recommending prescription

I think I'll disappear, make it appear I'm more than distant

Then reappear with a bag to divvy up for all the children

The niggas who they idolize the style and that's the bottom line

But be too scared to admit it cause my rapping like a phenomenon

This hunger like ramadan, was fasting from the game

Too many fake niggas crawling and I've always feared a snake

You gon' always make mistakes when you wake up to see the day

I woke up and seen the news, they killed my nigga with a stray, damn

Look, yo

I put a mask on and dipped with sixteen shots in the blick

Tears running down my face and my head throwin' a fit

A Glock with a grip, hold it steady when I flock

Don't even know who I'm fightin', but still shootin' up the block

In a week I'm eighteen, my father said I had to stop

I would listen to him graceful till the day that he got shot

Now I'm here without my pops, mama don't know what to do

She said I know you think you tough, but I know you not bulletproof

My worst fear for her to lose after everything she sacrificed

A nigga lost his fuckin' job and felt like I had sucked at life

She wiped away my tears and told me, son you'll be alright

God he wouldn't put you through it if he knew you couldn't fight

Cause of that I alright, no longer sippin' through the night

Took a pistol off my temple and gave life another fight

Got big dreams of takin' flights to the Bahama flying kites

While still running for my past for the remainder of my life