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So the sun will give me cancer

If I don't have it already

From the years now of chain-smoking

Cigarettes together slowly

I'm a mess

I confess

So don't look so upset

When you ask how I've been

And I say trying to do better

Well you can have the car

The house

The kids

Two car garage

Right on the lake

I threw my phone in

Cause there's some calls I can't take

You could have a big TV with a fuck off price tag

An appointment with a hooker

And a fake Chanel hand bag

Oh no

Oh no

Oh no

I did it again

Oh no

Oh no

Oh no

I'm not who I said

But I'm trying to be

But the mountain is steep

I just wanted to see

You get back on your feet

I don't wanna go change it all again

I lost my love I lost my friends

I see the other side of a life worth living

I just hope that it's forgiving

Punch me in

Somewhere in the middle

I've been here

Since I was little

I'll run

Into a meadow

I'll find what

You had about you

That made

It an affliction

When I had

All this affection

Oh no

I did it again

Oh no

I'm not who I said