Conflicted (loosie) Lyrics

Maneuvering a broken world from early days

Heart filled with rage

Wear it on my sleeve and let blood trickle down a page

Proof that this is perfect pain, a lifestyle, not a phase

Cause I chose this life to sacrifice and break a chain

Every vice I've ever slaved to, I never was ashamed fool

It made me, me, a vessel of life in a grave

A set of eyes witnessing Jehovah

As I'm sipping my water

Gotta face the challenge

Keep balance between drunken and sober

That's one of the ways I hold up

Next the confidence's so up

And I'm texting your Mrs hoping she offers a shoulder

Eye can cry crocodile tears when I just wan' cuddle her up

But once I cum, I come to my senses

Man, I'm just so fucked up

No wonder I'm stuck up just staring at the stars

Real soon, you too might be star struck

You become who you hang around

My inner circle has never let me down

God forbid you're gonna leave me now

No warning but aborting mission is a bad decision

In eight years, the world is gonna see the plotted vision

Started rapping and it gave me confidence when I didn't fit in

Now I treat it as a nine to five the work ethic is vicious

Lack creativity whenever my inner child is missing

I learnt that from Mr West and I've got power, cause I'm different

Only time will tell if I'm gon' prevail

Can my records sale? will I stay true to myself or the culture?