51/50 (letter to 51) Lyrics

Last time you saw me, I had nothin' you see now

I had no money, now I travel the seas now

Changed my hairstyle cause it was kinda shit now

My baby, she love me she give me that mean mouth

But I swear

Nothing has changed

Still the same old me

Same old me

Same old gyo, you know how it be

It's been about four years since I saw you

Rest in peace my brother, man I miss you

I didn't really know what to do for you

So I wrote this song reminiscing about you

Remember playing ball, it was fun as hell

We was two kids having fun, you could tell

But who the fuck would know I'll make it out the hood

Who the fuck knew about the shit you was going through (fuck)

I guess nobody

I ain't visit your grave man I'm sorry

I ain't really had time nor the money

But I promise this year man, I'll pay a visit

Pour up a Henny bottle just for ya

We gon celebrate your life, oh yea

I do everything I do, for ya

For ya, ya, ya, ya

You a soldier

But boy I wish you didn't have to go through that shit, nah

I was lost, yeah

When I found out you died I couldn't even cry oh nah

Like a stone yeah

I didn't wanna believe that my brother really died oh nah

Rest in peace 51, man I miss you

Sippin' on this drank, man I miss ya