Hell & Tears Lyrics

You probably thought that I was using you, but at the time I ain't have much to give

I'm not a cop, I'm not pursuing you, so if you leave then go but here's a kiss

They say time gon' always tell, won't hold my breath but I still reminisce

I don't mind walking through hell, it help me dry away these fallen tears

Tried to keep this shit so gangster, talking, spending time and trying to spank you

Don't know if I should hate you or to thank you, you reopened my heart

I told you not to play with it, I begged you

You took it, turned around and said I pranked you

Now you in your feelings, cause I caught you and you tryna make up

But you went too far saying shit that you just made up

Now I'm back focused on paper and doing all the things that even made us

But from love I gotta take me a hiatus

I'm just hoping that you play this and maybe you can save me on your playlist

Maybe even post and tell them I'm your favorite

I don't care if you just lying, shit you did that to me all the time

Where was I going

Damn

That's off topic, nevermind

See shit be on my mind

A Gemini, she evil but she kind

I can't tell whether she love me or it's vibes

See some things do change with time

But I always got your back just like a spine

Got me feeling like I'm Ray because your love done made me blind

You probably thought that I was using you

But at the time I ain't have much to give

I'm not a cop, I'm not pursuing you

So if you leave then go but here's a kiss

They say time gone always tell

Won't hold my breath but I still reminisce

I don't mind walking through hell

It helps me dry away these fallen tears

Maybe it's just low self esteem?

The nails, makeup, lashes and extension?

That's why you get excited for attention?

Happy for a DM or a comment or a mention

But when I compliment your natural beauty you don't listen

Maybe it's the money?

You need to get paid to pay attention?

But shit like that gon' make me feel I'm simping

I don't mind paying for dates or lingerie

Know the difference

But if I got to pay for your respect then forget it

Shit is it the past?

We both can't seem to stay about our feelings

Both of us need to finish what our healing?

Or maybe it's the future

Keep looking at the scars and go to picking

And that feeling of that pain is reminiscent

I know I'm far from perfect

But you ain't finna play me for insane

I know the vibes OK

Bitch I know when I'm getting played or am I insecure

I don't know but that's the way you made me

A rising star so will you shade me or you praise me?

You probably thought that I was using you

But at the time I ain't have much to give

I'm not a cop I'm not pursuing you

So if you leave then go but here's a kiss

They say time gone always tell

Wont hold my breath but I still reminisce

I don't mind walking through hell

It help me dry away these falling tears