Everything Lyrics

Yeah whoa yeah yeah yeah

I remember everything and I mean everything

I remember everything in the life that I once knew

Homicide outside the laundry mat first time seeing blood on the concrete Wearing a fresh new pair of sneakers Grandma bought me at the swap meet Used to play handball against the wall of building six

After school we'd dodge syringes catching tadpoles in the ditch

Every other weekend Dad would pick us up for two days

Eating cold pizza in the South Valley

In two hoods living two ways

Three little girls same last name four letters tattooed on my back

Bout my blood until I learned that family meant more than that

Fuck what anybody say my proof that I was a hood kid

But strict rules and a private school kept me outta the hood shit

As I grew up on La Luz in the Brew

Dreamt of being hood rich

I was smart as fuck but I fucked up and

I turned into a hood bitch

Age 21 I thought a gun made somebody afraid of me

Diego died and my grandma cried laid hands on me and prayed for me

Did everything I could to keep my sisters far away from me

& I thank the Lord that they became the queens I one day pray to be

I remember everything and I mean everything

First time in my life that I had nothing to lose and nothing to prove

I remember everything and I mean everything

Everything in the life that I'm living

& the life that I once knew

Homicide on 6th and James white expedition AK-47

After our first concert July 15 2007

Diego went to heaven

& three months later met the love of my life

Fifteen years together shout out to my ex wife

Rolled around the city with me flipping green white and black

Padillas to Ventana Ranch with stacks of money in her lap

Realest I've ever had no matter what

Through hell & back

Homeless & hungry together til we moved in with Scrapps

Now Julie was my dawg

A double wide in Kinney Brick

Made me get my shit together

& stop being a ghetto bitch

Came back to the hood and made my music like a queen

Grandma died and 10 days later

Scrappy died 2014

That's when my life changed and I started using opiates

Lost both of them with no goodbye

& I couldn't cope with it

Almost fucking died moved to Cali

& took control of it

Wicked Jay & Lovely told me

Just keep going Threat

That's real talk

I remember everything and I mean everything

First time in my life that I had nothing to lose and nothing to prove

I remember everything and I mean everything

Everything in the life that I'm living

& the life that I once knew

In 2017 my Daddy got sick

Chose to come back to Burque and I'm glad that I did

I came home & Ashley died

She was the bestest friend I've ever had

Small part of my heart left

& a year later I lost my Dad

Watched him turn blue

Died with his eyes open so I closed them

Not a single tear in mines

I refused to be broken

Once upon a time a crazy kid

Now nothing left to lose

Registered for nursing school

& started playing by the rules

No more lines of cocaine with a hundred dollar bill

They asking me how I'm still standing

I tell them cuz I kneel

They asking me how I'm strong

I said cuz I refuse to feel

The more you sweat the less you bleed

No time for standing still

Three times they tried to take me out since I started this album

In the valley of the shadow of death

They're watching me climb mountains

Through the blood sweat and tears

Can't nobody deny my hustle boo

My people love me cuz they know

I come from the struggle too

Tell them

I remember everything and I mean everything

First time in my life that I had nothing to lose and nothing to prove

I remember everything and I mean everything

Everything in the life that I'm living

& the life that I once knew

In the life that I'm living

& the life that I once knew

Yeah say yeah

I remember everything in the life that once knew

Yeah