Angels' Lullaby ft. PATx Lyrics

I think I've been down this road before

But it's a little different now

It's a little different now

Don't think I could miss it now

With all the writing on the wall

And I don't care if I'm walking alone

I kinda like it better that way

No one else to get in my way

My hands are in my pockets

Just so I won't roll the dice

I know I'm scared

Cause I've got butterflies

And I can almost hear the sounds of the angels calling

They're singing softly to me, a lullaby

So I can close my eyes

I'll stare at the sun, but I can't look you in the eye

I'm more afraid of what you'll think than I am of even dying

I'm numb

I'm tired

And I don't want to cause you pain

I just think that I am better off a memory

A memory

My hands are in my pockets

Just so I won't roll the dice

I know I'm scared

Cause I've got butterflies

And I can almost hear the sounds of the angels calling

They're singing softly to me, a lullaby

So I can close my eyes

I used to

I used to

I used to think everything in life had an answer

No wonder I would get it wrong

But I don't care, and I don't give a fuck

Because that's what always gets said in songs

Little ever gets said at all

Let this motherfucking barrel talk

Extra pinch of this Fentanyl

And I bet I could get to God

And discuss

How I thought

That prayer

Was useless

You hold out

Your hand but

To some it's

Abusive

I heard some

Advice was

So simple

But used it

I switched up

My diet

And worked on

Improvement

And found out

Bout zen through

These herbal

Infusions

And flushed out

My mental

Of all this

Pollution

If I ain't

The hottest

I'll just be

The coolest

And now I'm shootings for the stars instead of my conclusion

My hands are in my pockets

Just so I won't roll the dice

I know I'm scared

Cause I've got butterflies

And I can almost hear the sounds of the angels calling

They're singing softly to me, a lullaby

So I can close my eyes