PRoud Lyrics

I'm mad it took me this long to process

But the fight with time only has one option

I think about you everyday your name is here to stay

Wanna impress you wish I could spit and see what you say

I'm still shitty at hooks but I be trying though

That was always your strong part ain't no lying yo

The fact that we don't have options to speak is weak

We can look far out into space but can't look in deep

Inside ain't been the same case you noticed some change

Since you been gone I've had to

Alter my pace

And my space trying to not leave a trace

Cause the mark you left the void ain't no words to relate

I bet you'd spit better than me just like you used to

I wonder if you'd say don't let these thoughts abuse you

I wonder if you knew me cause I ain't really know me

I wonder if you'd still be down

Or would you outgrow me

Would you be proud of me or would you up and leave

To give you life back I don't have to breathe

Look at this existence what a fucking disease

Took away a gift

And left me

Would you be proud

Or you would leave

To get you back

I don't have to breathe

Look at this existence what a fucking disease

It took away a gift

And left me

Twelve years gone and it still feels the same

Hope you're proud of the work I did how much I changed

Yea It's strange

I'm speaking to a ghost

Not sure if that exists or if it's our mind most

Carry on like nothing happen

Like

I ain't feel hurt

Walking by the soil like l

I ain't just put you in the dirt

I'm no longer into crowds that's a perk of life

I still smoke and drink though but no more percs and vikes

We take time for granted see a clock hung in granite

We watch it tic toc we're still late so we panic

Once you get gnosis Time ain't really real though

Past present future either way we're here though

Remember when you was here though

Like right here yo

Six feet deep but you and lifah still near though

Even though your gone I will never get this out of me

Every move I make I wonder if you'd be proud of me

Would you be proud of me or would you up and leave

To give you life back I don't have to breathe

Look at this existence what a fucking disease

Took away a gift

And left me

Would you be proud

Or you would leave

To get you back

I don't have to breathe

Look at this existence what a fucking disease

It took away a gift

And left me