Forever Alone Pt2 Lyrics

So fuck it I lay in my bed and I think

It was big, now my heart start to shrink

In disbelief and I just stare I can't blink

I'm forever alone and I write it in ink

It's stuck in the past it can't be erased

Let it settle, the hate that I taste

Too far back I ain't make it to place

I'm too far back I ain't make it to base

I'm too far back my heart start to race

Till this day, ima wait till that day

They want me gone, they go kill me decay

Gotta watch how I move gotta make me a play

Lie to my face, bitch how you lie to my face

I ain't chasing no bitch that money I chase

When I speak, I speak from the heart

And my heart swear you ripped it apart

Feel like a devil I'm stuck in that dark

Big picture I'm painting some art

Stuck in the ville and I'm chilling like Bart

First steps I swear that they matter

Ring on her finger I might call her Saturn

And my heart I swear that it's shattered

Said I don't care so she called me a bastard

Fuck that I gotta move faster

Look baby, I do not slow down

Niggas they hating we from the same town

Like baby this shit go around

Niggas they demons connect to that ground

When we kill him might smoke off a pound

And I'm smoking this weed help this pain

Everyday ima walk through that rain

And I'm hating the pain that you bring

The way that you left me indented my Brain

And this shit it's never go change

And this shit it's never go change

Forever alone and I mean it

I can not helping I'm still fighting demons

That bitch she ain't give me no reason

Bitches be switching, just like the seasons

And I swear you can leave cause I swear I won't chase you

Dumb bitch, why did I date you

I'd be wrong if I said that I hate you

Fuck all that shit cause I won't even make you

Uh, won't make you stay

Remember them days you would ruin my day

Carry my heart and you just wanna play

Get in my bed I can't sleep I just lay

I can't fall in love no more

And my feelings I swear I can't show

You wanna leave I'll open that door

I was attached but I had to let go (but I had to let go)