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I remember being 14 and dreaming of this

Now I'm wondering if it can be

Bigger than this

While my mom sends me pics of my grandma birthday

This the third one I've missed cause I'm out here workin

On the dreams I've had for a little

Sometimes I wonder if it's worth missing the middle of my little sister's life

That shit feels like a knife goin right into my eyes

While they grab some rotten limes and they squeeze it

I wonder if she would believe me while I'm cheesin

Tellin her I knew her when she started fuckin breathing

She probably wouldn't and that's the crazy part

I can't even call because my dad's a part

Of the life that I never wanna open again

Is that shit a little selfish

Man, maybe but again

I'm great at pretend

I'll take a bowl to the head and then forget

For like ten minutes

Its sometimes minutes

Its sometimes hours

Can't really pin it down I just need a sour

Can everyone get out of the fuckin room please

That includes any shadows anyone that's breathing

I just

Need the space like a god damn planet

Feel like I got my own days that I panic

And I don't really know if y'all can really understand it

So Imma grab my bong and let the fuckin world vanish

Fuck