Promise 2 Myself Lyrics

Lately I've been troopin', I've been grindin' on my own

I've been discoverin' different pieces, so I express them in my songs

I've been walkin' different planes, hope my guides keep me strong

And my demons, they been missin' me, tell me don't be to long

Told myself

I would ride for you, I would die for you

I won't lie to you, but I can't cry for you

Can't cry for myself all the choice's I made, I know I knew better

Grandma lookin' down like, boy, I know that you could do better

Got my uncle on my shoulder, like, keep goin', it's gon' get better

See my brother in my dreams, so his name is gon' live forever

Facts, sometimes I wonder where you at

When I see you in my visions, I don't know how to react

So I reach out for your touch, keep my insanity intact

Even though I know I can't reach you, I can't cope with that

I feel all alone, thoughts got me drowning' slow

No, I cannot float, no, I cannot float

Lately, I've been troopin', I've been grindin' on my own

I've been discoverin' different pieces, so I express them in my songs

I've been walkin' different planes, hope my guides keep me strong

And my demons, they been missin' me, tell me don't be to long

Told myself

I would ride for you, I would die for you

I won't lie to you, but I can't cry for you

Life a little too precious, it gets snatched within a few seconds

Pick up all these pieces, watch it crumble just like Tetris

You sayin' you don't feel me, watch me slide like it's electric

My faith's in my hands, just sit back and watch me etch it

Hit the gas, yes, I'm movin' fast

I've been runnin' from my demons, I ain't tryna face my past

I won't last, I can't see down this path

Everywhere I turn, my anxiety make me crash

Swervin' on my own, two cups goin' strong

Where did we go wrong, where did we go wrong

Lately, I've been troopin', I've been grindin' on my own

I've been discoverin' different pieces, so I express them in my songs

I've been walkin' different planes, hope my guides keep me strong

And my demons, they been missin' me, tell me don't be to long

Told myself

I would ride for you, I would die for you

I won't lie to you, but I can't cry for you

Goin' strong

On my own