City Of Thoughts ft. Sierra Sellers Lyrics

I️ need to know what you think I️ don't

It's dark so

The fiends in a row when the parks closed

Where the dreams go to get lost so

The hope seems old

With our hearts froze

And we sold in the street with our jean holes

But it's cold I️ can't wait to be home

Fuck being broke

And we still are

But at least I️ can see who still calls

The pills gone, but it hits deep

That I'm still lost, when I've been clean

And the bills on, so I️ handle that with

A real job, or dope handed backwards

It feels wrong, but the pills made it cool

We're skilled, but I️ saw that the pills made us choose

I went through about 25 schools with

25 girls I'm dead to

I'm acting ways I can hardly see

I've been acting fake and thats hard for me

It's hard for me when I'm lost

And you can tell that I'm off

But I just act like I'm not

And you just asked me what's wrong?

But I'm gone

Somewhere lost in my thoughts

I️ need to know why

I️ couldn't beat this hell younger

I️ can't stand myself and they smell something

I'm not responsive

I️ need a doctor

The pussy blinds me like I'm unconscious

It's true I'm dumb

When she responded

I watched Stranger Things with her

But If she leaves I'm not doing drugs

Cus I️ got stranger things that hurt

The shit would hurt tho

Fuck you heard

If she left right here I'd adjust the verse

Thank God I️m lost

Cus I️ love to search

And I️ got a God but it's fuck the church

Fuck the hearse

But I'll die for this shit

I️'m sorry that I️ lied I️ was high on Christmas

Never realized why I️'m blessed to rise

I️ really only thought that I'd be blessed to die

I'm acting ways I can hardly see

I've been acting fake and thats hard for me

It's hard for me when I'm lost

And you can tell that I'm off

But I just act like I'm not

And you just asked me what's wrong?

But I'm gone

Somewhere lost in my thoughts

I️ need to know why I️ get no sleep man it gets old

My friends OD'd like a trend so

We get bent thrown deep in these hell holes

And they tell us that we can't bring cell phones

And we call em docs

And they call us patients

And they call the shots til I'm off probation

I️ wish I️ could say that the shit was different

I wish I️ was sane but I️ lost my patience

Shit just changed like it's supposed to go through the list

I'm grateful

Hopeful

I'm close to this

I️ got days I'm soulful

But evil sits and I️ think I'm both

I️ think I'm sick

But I️ think I️ chose it

Since being little kids tryna drink while smoking

I️ts hopelessness where I️ go

From east side to Oakland, and Pittsburghs home

So we buy the dope shit

It seem wherever I go

Darkness likes to follow

Let this life remove your sorrow

Got these demons calling my name

But this hope it do the same thing

Why worry about today when there's tomorrow

So I

I pick myself up

And I

Tell myself I've had enough

And I

Give it to God we trust to let these burdens down

So I

I pick myself up

And I

Tell myself I've had enough

And I

Give it God we trust!

To let these burdens down

Billy Badass don't make me keep calling you

Where you at buster?

I done called you about four times

Where you at boy?