4Rot ft. JACO Lyrics

Strip me down, back to ashes and gold

If you 'd seen what I saw

Fuck a scantron, I'll burn

Rot into soil and bloom into more

Rot cause I'm flesh and bone not here to serve you

Ain't no middle child I came from the top

So high that I'm drooling, I cease to be moving

In the sky I'm cruising, halfway I'm snoozing

I'm sleeping and sometimes here fiending

And looking for reasons to let it go

I guess I'll never know what it feels like to feel right

What if I get wounded and it do not heal right

I guess I'll hit up my demons, make a deal right

'Cause I gotta know the way to really flow

Not with words but with my soul, roll myself

up and roll like a snowball I grow tall

I got many flaws I dust my shoulders off

Riding life is a rollercoaster

It's hard to keep that thing up in my holster

Yeah I stand tall and I only keep the ones that bolster

They keep me from looking over my shoulder While the world is steady getting colder

They giving me the energy

Yeah I'm warming up I'm fucking feeling me

These internal struggles still-a killing me