specter Lyrics

When I was young I would look to the stars

I took a piece of them and hid it in my heart

And now I'm older and there's so many scars

I don't know if I still have that star

And now I'm here and I'm lost in the dark

And even now I look toward the stars

And now I'm older and the stars are still the same

I might be lost but they still guide my way

Everything around is melting in the dark

And here I am just a ghost at heart

And someone tell me that it's all okay

Colors monochrome and night is day

Will I leave this endless night alive

Am I strong enough to stay alive

Purged my soul but all the scars remain

And now I'm older and the stars are looking back

Sending colored rain to keep my heart intact

And those who died under crying stars

I hope to join you when I finally leave the dark

And even now as it all melts away

I am feeling worse each and every single day

And now I'm older but the stars are still the same

I might be lost but they still guide my way

Everything around is melting in the dark

And here I am just a ghost at heart

And someone tell me that it's all okay

Colors monochrome and night is day

I just want to find a place for me

I just want to find a cure for me

And here I am just a ghost in the night

And here I am trying to feel alright

Look at me with stars for eyes

I'm a ghost who never had to die