Hate who I am ft. J-Docc Lyrics

I wish that I could tell myself that I am good enough

I wish that I can find myself but I am stuck

I look in the mirror but my reflection

Is all smudged

That man looks restless

It's hard to make friends when I can't open up

I wish that I didn't hate myself for who I am

I have a hard time with social ques

Can't understand

Why the people around me are leaving

Cause I'm not what there needing

So where's the light

Cause I can't wait

I'm filled with darkness everyday

I tried to walk but I can't see

You'd probably be better off without me

And everyday I pace

It's just a waste of time

I don't know what's right

I need somebody to say

It'll all be fine

It'll all be fine

My friends said take it a day at a time

That's easier to say when you don't look through my eyes

Yeah

Cause everyone I talk to prays on my weakness

People know I'd give me lungs if they weren't breathing

They take my love for granted just for there healing

Then say there leaving

Then say there leaving

Always pushing myself to a point where I can't trust again

I wish I'd worry about my health more than where these people went

And I should probably stay stealth because half of these people ain't my friends

And I should really be worried about what I have in the end

End

So where's the light

Cause I can't wait

I'm filled with darkness everyday

I tried to walk but I can't see

You'd probably be better off without me

And everyday I pace

It's just a waste of time

I don't know what's right

I need somebody to say

It'll all be fine

It'll all be fine

Gotta keep my head held high

I know I'll make it through tonight

Spread my wings and learn to fly

I'll feel my way out of this empty space

Out of this empty home

That we once called our own

So where's the light

Cause I can't wait

I'm filled with darkness everyday

I tried to walk but I can't

No I can't

So where's the light

Cause I can't wait

I'm filled with darkness everyday

I tried to walk but I can't see

You'd probably be better off without me

And everyday I pace

It's just a waste of time

I don't know what's right

I need somebody to say

It'll all be fine

It'll all be fine

I will be alright