Build Myself Lyrics

I was tied in the bitterness, broken

I was tired of my own damn shit

Running back through the seasons of choking

Little life was coming my way

And the motion tearing what's sacred

And I fall for my dark escape

Always had it one step open

Always got it back on my mind now there

Running back and I'm asking for help now

I was never even meant to fly

And I know that the lights are changing

But I'm glued right here on the sidewalk

And the valleys are peaking in dullness

And the mountains, they're all time low

Wish I was living in the back of a forest

But I was living and my angst still grows

In the light of the shadow

Neither bright nor in the darkest shade

I wasn't asking for the others

I was taking my time, I want to build myself

There in my mind, I want to build myself

So I guess it's the end of the story

And I'm back to where I came from

With my mind in the middle of the ocean

And the waves are playing their song

Going back, going forth, as they tell me

But I'm not sure that I agree

I can not be a part of your process

I am building it all for me now