Castles of Burgundy Lyrics

hey it's me

the boy that stays up with you all the time

when girl you fuck up

in the day and in the night

why can't you recognize

I'm not here to harm you

why would you even think i would

sitting around aren't we talking about love

why can it just be so hard

going down the stairs going up the stairs

five times a day and you don't even appreciate that

still spamming on me like you are my mom

come on bitch what the fuck

everything that i said

maybe just tried to

make you understand

how my feeling is

what you just never cared much

I put a bottle inside my jacket so I won't get dry at night

If you don't like me and my music

Just get the fuck out of my life

I never give a shit about your shitty point of view

If you can’t understand me could just living your own way

I'm not that kind of the man

Who gets insulted

But not to go revenge

So watch over your mouth and be careful what you say

Or I will really throw a fucking punch on your face

OK

Let's just talk about our love and stop the threats

It never ended up all well

And it will never be ok

Still I'm walking in it like I don't even care

But stressful water pour over me everyday

So I

Stop making sense

Stop thinking straight

Drew a bar in my heart

But somehow it gets lower each day

Till I don't even remember how to breathe

Till I don't even remember my own name

Is this clear

We still like we're in teenage

Running all the day

Wishing the time it stopped

But the fucked up reality will just come here in next

As we know that

Yeah we know

And isn’t it funny

We put all our time on it

But things keep getting strange

All the shits keep falling apart

All the things get destroyed

Even all of the good memories

We are all having a bunch of mental illness

Our mind fucked

But we keep believing

It's not really a fucking problem actually anyway

But when it comes to us

It'll just be like

OH! SHIT!

Hey girl am I your dad or what

I gotta fucking change your diaper or what

You three-year old kid or what

Come on bitch

What the fuck

What the fuck

Oh~ Oh~

OW~ OH~

All I tried to do is just to make things up

But there ain't no shits ever up OH

I just wake up in the morning

And the things just keep on falling on my head

I tried to run away from the feeling

But it tells me it will catch me later

OH

All I tried to do is just to make things up

But there ain't no shits ever up

The thing like this happened every three or five days even more often

Can anyone take that???

And after

that all of this shit has gone down

It reminds me

of the scars of my heart

And I just want to know

How could I survive in this kind of nonsense

I'm curious

In this kind of way

Somehow we could have known it

It's a terrible mistake

And it's one o'clock in the morning

I know we could just run away from the pain that we've made

And pretending

We don't even know it

Like it's not even real

I turn the lights on, turn the lights off $%^&*)(*&^%(*&@#$%^&*

But I never tried to running away out

I will just keep standing in place

And waiting for another day

Honestly to say I got nothing to fear

Cause I will leave you when this everything is all clear

But I still hope you could find your own way anyway

I cant even stay

Will I regret it ?

Well I probably will

But it's ok it happened all the day

Till my heart gets cold

Till my soul gets stoned

And I'll just watch the time

It slowly slips away from the wall

And I'll just hate you then

And you know it when you get me disappointed

Who doesn't know you do it deliberately

So just fuck off

Just fuck off

And for the one last moment that I love you

I'll smile then cry behind you