Numb Lyrics

It's breakin my heart that you left so fast

I'm the one that was driving I'm the one who crashed

Remaining hopeful with my back to the wall

Shit got so tiring I ain't even give it my all

I shouldn't have drove away I should have fought for mine

Since you been gone it's hard to see the color in life

Is it not worth a third time?

Am I not worth a-

Shit got so bad I walked away before it got worse

Biggest mistake and now you left me with this curse

They say time heals all so I'm learning to thrive

It's been some months I feel this pain to feel alive

But I'm so numb

I'm so numb

I'm so numb

I'm so numb

It's been so long & now

I'm so numb

I'm so numb

I'm so

I can't say I love you because I was the one to leave

I can't throw those three words away cause

I think about everything that's in between

Like all those moments we spent

All my sins that I gotta repent

I rap on these beats really just to vent

And I think to myself how I feel really doesn't make no sense

Why?

Because I left

Can't take back what I said

I pushed you away and numbed my heart

You said that I started to change

That I don't look the same

And your feelings are starting to fade

And you feel betrayed

And these past months really feel so strange

I ain't feel shit the only thing I ever feel is my skin burn

Telling me I'm gon be fine we had what we had & we live & learn

I never took you for the lying type you said you gon work on yourself

I pulled up to your crib in disbelief when I seen you with someone else

This dude in your house what the fuck am I supposed to think?

You probably bending over backwards

For someone that don't know your favorite color pink

Y'all probably in that backseat

I'm speaking off insecurity

You don't want to be another girl on my list

But how can you say that when you're off with him

I can't be mad cause I put us here before

So I can't blame you for wanting something more

It's been so hard for me to eat

Tossing & turning I'm tryna sleep

This pain really cut so deep

They say it is what it is

But I can't leave shit still

They tell me I gotta follow my heart

But that shit hard

Because It's torn apart

Can't follow my heart because it's torn apart

Cause it's torn apart

But I'm so numb

I'm so numb

I'm so numb

I'm so numb

It's been so long & now

I'm so numb

I'm so numb

I'm so

They say it is what it is

But I can't leave shit still

Tell me follow my heart

But that shit hard

Because It's torn apart

Yeah my heart's torn apart

My hearts torn apart