Superstar In My Brain Lyrics

I find it funny how I fall apart

Just to come back together again

I find it funny how I work so hard

All the blood, sweat and tears

To fill the hole in my heart

To have it broken again

If no one's listening

I don't believe you

When you say all those nice things to my face

No, I don't believe you

Nor your fake smile followed by your obligated hollow praise

Cause I kinda had to lead you to it in the first place

I find it funny how I gotta play nice

Just to spare your feelings

I find it funny how you wouldn't think twice

Before you pull out your phone when it's my time to shine

And when the curtains come down

You've got the nerve to applause

I guess we maybe should've stayed home after all

But I don't need you or anyone

Anyone or anything

You're free to carry on with your day

No, I don't need you

Why would I when I could be a superstar in my brain

You'll never see my tears if I dance in the rain

Oh, what the hell am I gonna do?

Guess I'm delusional 'cause I thought by now I'd have a label or two

And what happens if these big dreams I have don't come true?

I think I'll die inside if I work one more 9 to 5

Because the music's all I wanna do

How the hell can I believe in myself

When they'll pay for my nudes

But leave the art on the shelf

It's kinda funny all the things a starving artist does for a little money

And why the hell must I always have a vice

Smoking, drinking, vaping, masturbating till the sun rise

And when I wake at sunset

Got the nerve to ask why do I feel the shittiest I've ever felt in my life

But I'm gonna make it

I'm gonna make it, I'll make it

I'll make it I swear it's true

'Cause what else am I gonna do?