blow in the day Lyrics

Whatever you put out, don't expect to get back

Do that shit cause you wanna do it

Everybody ain't player

Everybody ain't like you, do what you wanna do. Period

Shit I can't hide, shit I can't shake

Every sunrise I can see Ted face

I done lost joy that the drugs can't fake

I done lost more and the money can't pay

I'm just tryna stay alive

Tryna be great, still getting high

Numb from the pain

All my hoes like doing blow in the day

Sometimes it's hard to look my mama in the face

I never seem to take my angel suggestions

I treat my demons with affection

I got way more plugs than protection

I self-medicate my depression.

She block my number, I block my blessings

Never seem to know if I learned my lessons in time

Shit I can't hide, shit I can't shake. I done lost joy that the drugs can't fake

I done lost more and the money can't pay.

I'm just tryna stay alive

Tryna be great, still getting high

All my hoes like doing blow in the day.

Sometimes it's hard to not call when I see your name

My life ain't all what it's made to be

Sometimes I think to myself this shit ain't made for me

I ask God why she keep saving me, keep saving me for

I wish I never pushed my lady away from me

In all the dreams that I had, she done came to me

But when it start to feel real, I wake up all alone

I don't care how it happened

It ain't even fair how I acted

Cause I was never there when it mattered

I left my whole family abandoned

I can't keep losing my damn friends

Can't keep living with it all packed in

Poured a whole four, keep my mind absent

I can lose it all, can't lose passion

Shit I can't hide, shit I can't shake

Every sunrise I can see G face

I done lost joy that the drugs can't fake

I done lost more and the money can't pay

I m just tryna stay alive, tryna be great

Still getting high, numb for the pain

All my hoes like doing blow in the day

Sometimes it's hard to look myself in the face and forgive me

Hi, I have some news

Anyway, I almost said earlier

Yeah, yeah

We have lunch tomorrow, you can't

Love you, Grandma