Lotta Lessons Learned Lyrics

So tired of being lied to

So tired of being judged for compromising what my pride do

Ion hide in no disguise this who I am

Watch who you lie to, it's only me

Can't tell bout yourself ion have the right to

The golden dream

Just venting to the mic

Sometimes I feel that's my therapist

Pain could've been avoided

I'm not no advocate for marriages

I do enjoy a plain Jane and a car to rock the karat's in

Choose your words carefully

That saves you from embarrassment, yea

Eternally I bandaged up wounds that never healed

Gave a bitch satisfaction for feeling what I feel

Gave love so many chances to show me if it's real

Trusted niggas in a place where I lay and pay bills

Cried to Ann so many times

She know the sound when I'm hurt

I feel I'm asleep in the Benz

Thinkin bout what I'm worth

I wish my nigga was alert and I had call off of work

Had hella respect for my homie til he sold me some dirt (Damn)

People change everyday

All it takes is one rich nigga to take her outta state

Buy her clothes she can't afford

Introduce her to a play

She flew back in Tom Ford and left her man the same day (Damn)

I love the staying out the way

Love the feel of holding money

Stepping on this Bathing Ape

Love smelling like Dior and keeping finances straight

Maybe I'm not the one to date

Miss who I was, he not the same

I watched you play with my intelligence

Never judge a book by its cover but by the elements

There's power into trusting each other I seek evidence

Built stress behind these walls

And it gets hard when I try telling it

I'm curious bout yo life

See yo decisions got you wrestling

Our mind been out shape since we started taking all this medicine

Sometimes I feel ok

Other times I don't feel relevant

It's hard working on yourself

You gotta stay ahead of it (You gotta stay ahead of it)

Working on my people skills

Still feel like no one loves me

Depression gave me confidence

Won't put no one above me

Trying to put on front for some of these people kinda bugs me

I feel it when you tell me how you feel but could you trust me

I've carried some of yo secrets

I cried while you was sleeping

Smoke a zip to the face

I feel like every woman's cheating

I feel like time is always wasted

Some of them stories keep repeating

The road gets tougher everyday

I'll give you half or we ain't eating

Could you be real

Inside of fake shit

I been the only one to really show you where my faith gets

We settle for love

We scared to be alone, let's face it

Even when I'm wrong

I know this liquor helps me chase it

Most often I need a hug

But I don't wanna be touched

So I gotta talk to drugs

It's like my only lil crutch

I gotta habit just to thug it out

No matter how rough

Struggle everyday and fight thru it

No matter how tough

Tryna live amongst the standards

Billionaire on campus

Listening to Gotti album

He got cribs in the Hamptons

Shawty name Cinnamon

Her ass filled with insulin

Need some type discipline

In this world we've been living in

Sell out shows in Wimbledon

Smoked away my innocence

That mindset is old

It's time focus onto bigger shit

And that don't work for me

I get a bag they say I'm posed to give it back

But you ain't work for it

I go through it for real

Don't my business on the gram

Cause I'm determined to heal

Don't bring these niggas to my crib

Cause they determined to kill

Don't take these bitches on the road

All they want is thrill

Don't take these hoes out shopping

They want Louis Vuitton

They want Prada, rockin' Jordan's at the crib with LeBron

Her mama been sellin' pussy every since she was young

She got a box of condoms for her birthday and a thong (Uh)

Rolling grams out the zip

Stay playa you gonna be able to achieve whatever

Stay playa you gonna be able to stunt on whoever

Do it major you gon' be worth way more than a Tesla

Ion give a fuck about if niggas fuckin' you better

I ain't worried bout no clout

I'm out stacking my cheddar

Dolce and Gabbana the cologne and OV for the sweater

I love the losses cause for me it's so much easy to get up

It's way too easy to get up now