Time Machine ft. J.Mat Classics Lyrics

If I could build a time machine

I'd go back to my teens

I'd probably follow all my dreams

Apologize to all the guys I bullied

Why was I so mean?

And I'd relive every day

Fixing all of my mistakes

Wish I could build a time machine

Can't go back now

That's the thought that makes my heart break

Regret

Wish I could change the past, because It makes me feel upset

Hate the choices that I made, all the things I left unsaid

Take my secrets to my grave, no repentance on my death bed

Lies

I was really great guy, never hurt a fly

Turn the other cheek, more like eye for an eye

You thought I was your friend, but you were someone I despised (despised)

Denial

You'll be just fine if you were abused as a child

I wish it was true, I turned out angry and wild

Sad frown, Sad clown, never had a smile (smile)

Pride

It's a hard thing no swallow, got me mixed up

Pablo Picasso, no waiting 'till tomorrow

Better push it down, or I'll live my life in sorrow (sorrow)

If I could build a time machine

I'd go back to my teens

I'd probably follow all my dreams

Apologize to all the guys I bullied

Why was I so mean?

And I'd relive every day

Fixing all of my mistakes

Wish I could build a time machine

Can't go back now

That's the thought that makes my heart break

Mother

Didn't give me what I needed, the love wasn't seeded

Now all I seek is pleasure, love is too much effort

Procrastinating amateur, now I'm an expert

Father

Why hast thou forsaken me?

I'm always begging on my knees

They told me that your love was free

It comes with comes conditions

Sell my soul to you and follow your traditions

Angels

They didn't walk beside me?, I promised to obey

And they promised they would guide me, but they didn't

So I quit it

Unless I couldn't see them, I was blinded by the demons

Demons

You know we all got them

They always got me pondering about the things I can't change

Strange how the rage don't make the pain go away

Preparing for tomorrow because you cant relive today

I cannot build a time machine

It's only in my fantasies

But reality intervenes, dream all day, up all night

I wake up to the same old theme

I wonder how much time it takes

To recover from the heart breaks

I cannot build a time machine

Deal with the pain, but it's stronger than an earthquake

If I could build a time machine

I'd go back to my teens

I'd probably follow all my dreams

Apologize to all the guys I bullied

Why was I so mean?

And I'd relive every day

Fixing all of my mistakes

Wish I could build a time machine

Can't go back now

Thats the thought that makes my heart break