Golden Girl / October Daydream Lyrics

In my bedroom, all alone

Melancholy type of feeling

Capturing an old reality

Golden girl, hair always in curls

A real smile

Sparkling I'm stuck wondering

A distant memory

Seeing it all just is

Car ride for a crowd

Trapped in time

They're about to laugh

A poster and a new beau

I can almost hear her voice

A golden girl was happy at the football games

Static on her record

S'mores and a flame

Vividly vague

Was it as good as it seems

My past self was so lovely in October daydreams

October daydream

Stuck in between

Was it sixteen

October daydream

Three boxes of donuts in my hand

Walk at midnight

She'll never understand

Capturing that old reality

Photos on my wall from the bowling alley

Festival

Back flips

Going on two beach trips

Posing in high heels

He looked like hell on wheels

Fast food and a party

Everything, the world at her feet

So sweet and so new

Everything, so much to lose

A golden girl was happy at the football games

Static on her record

S'mores and a flame

Vividly vague

Was it as good as it seems

My past self was so lovely in the October daydream

October daydream

Stuck in between

October daydream

Try to feel as good as golden felt

Was that girl even me

A facade to meld

I want to be done with all the learning

I need to be done with this horrible feeling

Sit silently

In love with so much to say

Marching home with tears running

Falling away

I'm a broken train running off of its track

Still at square one

Needing golden girl back

Can I just come back

Golden girl's not real

It was never that good

He didn't treat me well

I'm still caught up in the should

I know I wasn't perfect

I was still a bad friend

Critcizing people that hurt me in the end

That October daydream left unredeemed

Even I believed

The show put on by me

That October daydream