Gone Adrift Lyrics

I'm about to blow, like Chernobyl

More, I'm going global

Turn me from a man, to a mogul

I don't sleep, so really never sober

Kept awake from visions in my mind, where to go, that's the focal

Wanna hear your thoughts, hear your vocals

Move, with the colors dancin' round us, like we floating, on the ocean

Lost, in the motion

So I don't realize that my mind's broken

Cut me open, spilling my emotions

Feels like I ain't got an option

Sitting in the backseat watching

Time keeps clocking

I needed a break, but it ain't stopping

So I let go, I am eternally dropping

If you could see things, from my eyes

You may understand the pain, rising up inside

I could've crossed that gap, now it's way too wide

So I stand at the edge, and stare out the divide

Never too consistent, I'm close, then I'm distant

I'm high then I'm low, stay persistent

I'm still out here spacing out and questioning existence

Would I still want it if I knew, could have it in an instant?

I'm about to blow, like Chernobyl

More, I'm going global

Turn me from a man, to a mogul

I don't sleep, so really never sober

Kept awake from visions in my mind, where to go, that's the focal

Wanna hear your thoughts, hear your vocals

Move, with the colors dancin' round us, like we floating, on the ocean

Lost, in the motion

So I don't realize that my mind's broken

Cut me open, spilling my emotions

Greatness is forged under stress

But the scars leave me fucked up, from all the duress

Wanna run away with me, just say less

Then I'll truly be blessed

Then I'll let go, this pain in my chest

But I don't know what time I've got left

And mentally, I am a wreck

You see it's me, the world and there's really no connection

I'm always lost it seems no matter what fucking direction

I don't wanna die, but it's

Fuck, this dimension

Rip me out my body like some astral projection

I know I've got a fucked up perception

I question and question, why I was born with this infection

But that shit is making me, me

A person who sees shit that no one can see

Like taking a tab, of some pure LSD

And you wake up to see life for all it could be

I'm about to blow, like Chernobyl

More, I'm going global

Turn me from a man, to a mogul

I don't sleep, so really never sober

Kept awake from visions in my mind, where to go, that's the focal

Wanna hear your thoughts, hear your vocals

Move, with the colors dancin' round us, like we floating, on the ocean

Lost, in the motion

So I don't realize that my mind's broken

Cut me open, spilling my emotions

I just wish you were around

Cause dealing, with these feelings, I'm gonna drown

Listen for your voice, I don't hear a sound

Feels like I'm being pulled through, down under the ground

Looked for inner peace, this shit was never found

So fuck it, go and pour me down another fucking round

I'm killing my body so my head can reach the clouds

Everything around me, fades away except the sound

Of the music, that's the only thing I got left I ain't losing

Besides these drugs I am clearly abusing

My emotions surrounding me, are consuming my soul

I can barely keep moving

Don't tell me to fucking turn the page

When you have never felt like you were trapped inside a cage

Filled with sadness and rage

Walking like I'm dragging chains

Haunted by these visions, I cannot attain

But I've still got these rhymes I create

And still I've got faith in my fate

If I carry this weight, then I know I can do something great

Cause the shit that I go through, well few can relate

Said I've still got these rhymes I create

And still I've got faith in my fate

If I carry this weight, then I know I can do something great

Cause the shit that I go through, well few can relate

I'm about to blow, like Chernobyl

More, I'm going global

Turn me from a man, to a mogul

I don't sleep, so really never sober

Kept awake from visions in my mind, where to go, that's the focal

Wanna hear your thoughts, hear your vocals

Move, with the colors dancin' round us, like we floating, on the ocean

Lost, in the motion

So I don't realize that my mind's broken

Cut me open, spilling my emotions