Haunted eyes

And shaking hands

Normally, I'm prepared to dance

I don't think I can make the dance of life

Restless

Circling round and round

My wounds start bleeding on the ground

Try to save myself one more time

And I run, and I don't stand

I just pretend that I am fine

I cry and I don't rest

Thinking it's for the best

Cause I know what I want, and it needs to be mine

I know what I need

It's worth for me to die

A hollow scream is

All that's left

All I did was try my best

Killing all of me to stay alive

Code blue

Cold skin

I stained his shirt

Black and red

I never cared

I'm just trying to keep myself alive